Sunday, June 29, 2008
it really has been a long time since i long posted.
jus had a sudden urge to share my thoughts in my blog.
i jus watched the interview with God again. lol. the time i watched it was last year if i'm not wrong.
and God has a lot to tell me. He always had things to tell me. but i never once patiently sit down and hear His small still voice.
He told me to find rest in Him. He told me to depend on Him wholeheartedly. He told me to sleep early. He told me that He was heartbroken whenever He saw me having stomachaches or breaking down because of the stress i couldn't handle. He told me that nobody is giving me stress, but only added stress by myself.
even though i'm in the church for 3 years? lol. but this is a sermon that i've never hear before. God really wants me to put a stop to all my nonsense. i really feel guilty whenever i take longer breaks because i'm afraid that i wont do well because of slacking. furthermore, through the interview with God, God reminded me not to compare myself with the others. He made everyone differently. He told me to learn forgiveness, to forgive the others and myself for the mistakes we had.
Ah.. He has so many things to tell me. and there are so many things which i cannot stop learning. God, i know You are always there. Never failing Love. looking to You.
Ziyi Li posted at 2:10 PM
