Sunday, June 11, 2006
Giving up is never never an option.
went to ruxiang's wake ytd. the atmosphere was in one of the dejections. no jokes, no smiles. everyone brought a heavy heart there. don wish to emphasise more. i jus know she is in good hands of the Lord, that's enough for me to know.
i'm sorry for what has happened ytd in church. i don wanna act that way. but i'm honestly tired of acting happy. but i'm still smiling, :D kay, i'm somehow mad as you may suggest. i wished i were mad. so i wont keep thinking. i wont.
read quite a number of books recently. tuesday with morrie, a million little pieces, my friend leonard so on and so on. i learned things abt life from each book. i make sure i do, or don call me to read that book. =p yeah. God jus kept on reminding me of one thing in every book i read. 2 words : HOLD ON.
cos God doesnt lie. humans lie but God dont. humans change, humans disappoint each other, but God doesnt. relationships goes sour, friends change, but God's is always there. He's waiting but some lost souls doesnt realise.
i once asked a fren if she wanna go to church. she immediately answered,"i'm a freethinker!" at that time, i didnt reply cos i dont know what to say. now i know, God does exist. however, luck doesnt exist. rmb once you didnt study for your test, but you scored better than the others? rmb once you were almost run down by a car when you jaywalked? all these small little things arent controlled by you nor luck. it's God's work and plan. He is so great. He even help those who doesnt believe He actually exist.
What can i say more, O Lord?
Ziyi Li posted at 12:58 PM
